Geeze, I sound rather obsessive about my hair, given this is my second (or is it THIRD) post about my hair!
Nothing could be further from the truth. I really don’t care about my hair, as is obvious if you’ve seen me. Even if something goes horribly wrong with my hair, I rarely worry about it. Hair eventually grows back/out. No problem. I can look hideous for a while, doesn’t bother me. I don’t have to look at myself.
I do go through periods where I want a change, though, and hair’s pretty easy to change – much easier than, say, my face, or body, or home, or life.
So, as I noted before, I’m growing my hair out a bit. I’m in that “waiting” or “transitional” mode. So, there’s no change… definitely not the satisfaction from growing hair out as in drastically suddenly cutting it much shorter. While I’m waiting, I decided maybe I’d *color* my hair. I’ve colored it in the past. I was a redhead for almost a decade – varying shades of red, in fact. Bright red. Auburn. Copper.
My friend Heather worked in a salon and attempted to put the fear of dye into me. She told me horror stories of the many awful home-dye jobs she’d seen. I’ll admit, she made me nervous. In fact, I started looking at other womens’ hair more carefully, and noting different color roots or odd streaks – and thinking perhaps those weren’t intentional.
First time back in the hair color aisle, I decided to pick up a semi-permanent in “Amber Shimmer”. Not drastically different from my natural color. I was pretty excited, nonetheless, as I donned my old robe and went to work. The end result was a disappointment. In fact, I took before and after pictures – and had trouble telling which was which. I didn’t want drastic, but coloring my hair the same color really accomplishes nothing at all.
Next time out, I attempted to be more daring – I picked up a “Downtown Brown”. I carried it around for a week or two, to build up the anticipation. Again, Heather stepped in to the rescue noting it said “Hi-Lift” and she STRONGLY discouraged me from attempting it at home.
So, off I go again. I exchanged the “downtown brown” for “crystal brown” (which didn’t say anything about heavy lifting or hi lifting or any other kind of lifting). Again, I donned the old robe and got to work. Again, the result was anticlimatic – no one, including me, could tell I colored my hair.
Well, today I ventured into the hair color aisle once again. After much deliberation, I picked up another box (hey! on sale!). I don’t know that I’ll tell Heather the shade name or number. I probably won’t attempt to actually USE it until after my next hair appointment – so if it’s a horrible failure there’s time to fix it or shave it or leave the country before my stylist sees it. So, I plan on setting it on a shelf at home and considering it for the next three weeks. Let the anticipation build.